Terminology~

Its the time when I start wondering whether I would miss Seattle and its Wastelands, or at least that's what a girl from the other side of the mountains call it. Nostalgia has yet to be in full effect, but it will soon be. Today I was this close to get a decent haircut. It turned out to be slightly less than disastrous, and could have been even worse if I didn't request to the hairdresser to use "special scissors". I realized that I've finally tuned myself to the terminology that the Americans use for haircuts as compared to the terminology Singaporeans use in Singapore where its so easy to get a cheap and good haircut.

"Slope" = "Taper"
"Jian Bao" = "Thinning"
"Comb down" = "Side Bangs"
"Layer" = "Layer"

Dear Professor Lok...

I am a 2^nd year Aerospace Engineering student going onto 3^rd year, and am currently on the Global Immersion Program in University of Washington, Seattle. Just a little background about myself, I am a member of the school’s IVP badminton team, and have represented Singapore Universities in the Asean University games in Hanoi and the World University games in Bangkok. In my freshman year, I was a proud and enthusiastic resident of Hall 2 who participated in many of its activities including representing the Hall in Inter Hall games, member of the Hall’s Jam band and publications committee and team manager of the Hall’s badminton team. In my sophomore year, after the implementation of the new Hall Allocation System, I was allocated a room in Hall 5 under the IVP scheme. I did not participate in any Hall activities because of my plan to go for exchange. In the recently concluded 1^st round of allocation, under the points scheme in which I have 13 points, I did not manage to secure a place in hall. I am writing this email not because I am desperate for a hall place and hope that in my actions I could get a place, but I am writing this email in sadness and in a hope for a better change of the constantly changing hall allocation system.

One might ask why as an IVP player I would apply for hall under the points scheme rather than the sports scheme in which case the sportsman, due to his heavy training schedule which main purpose is to bring glory to the school, would be guaranteed a place in hall? Because I believe that every individual has a choice, a choice to choose which hall he would or would not like to stay in. Personally, I was a product of the random allocation of IVP sportsmen done by a machine which uses algorithms to make decisions. Cold as it seems, the crushing moment of losing all identity that has been forged with the hall I call home for 1 year is even colder. An identity that has been lost forever and the cause even forged disbelief and hate with the new guidelines for the recommendation lists for halls this new academic year.

“Only returning residents are allowed to be on the recommendation lists for each hall”, and so I have heard. Why is it that this rule is in place? Why does the Hall Allocation system wants to put its foot into every hole it can find? Again, personally it prevents people like me on foreign exchange to be on the recommendation list. One who dislikes his previous hall’s culture is also deterred from applying to other halls, assuming that he does not make the 1^st cut off and has to try to get a spot in the recommendation lists of halls which may appreciate his ability to contribute to the hall. Furthermore, there are others who haven’t stayed in hall previously, but because of a position they chose to undertake, staying in hall seems necessary due to time commitment required to perform their duties. The JCRC has certain roles and responsibilities. Let them fulfill what they have been formed to do.

There are yet another group of people who are valuable to the culture in hall, who have contributed in so many small little ways, but have not received any recognition in their abilities and their hard work. These people are not the leaders of school, they are not the presidents of clubs, nor are they IVP sportsmen who have the option of choosing to apply under the sports scheme. They are the building blocks of NTU’s hall culture, the people who are always there when their leaders need them. They are the people who take up many small appointments to be involved in hall in many different ways, albeit not big and prestigious ways. Because of the new Hall Allocation system, people who take part in many activities are not rewarded due to the fact that campus life points are not accumulative. The system has inadvertently flushed out students working silently behind the scenes and they will eventually fade away from hall, disappointed. If Presidents of school clubs get rewarded in terms of points for their time commitment to the school, I do not see why these students in their small little ways accumulatively should not be rewarded for their time commitment, which may even surpass that of the President of a school club. As the saying goes, “Without good men, there can never be good leaders.” Without these students, the President cannot run his club.

Although Singapore is a small island city state, distance still matters with respect to time spend travelling to school. NTU is inconveniently located in the extreme west side of the island. Hence, students who live on the other side of the island have to take at least 2 hours to travel to school. The weightage of points for distance under the Hall Allocation System is half, with the maximum points being 9, the same as the maximum one could get for campus life involvement. This brings up the issue of whether the weightage for distance is actually a fair one, because it automatically puts Singaporean students at a disadvantage over foreign students. Given that this year’s cut off points for hall is 15, and making a general assumption that the points allocated for distance is 4.5 at an imaginary north south running line that is drawn cutting the island into approximately half, and also assuming that the distribution of NTU students is uniform throughout the island, that automatically makes half of NTU’s student population ineligible for a hall place. Even if they have 9 points for campus life involvement, their maximum number of points that is available to them is still less than 15. Hence, like my friend once said, “This system is ostracizing the locals.” Perhaps a system that is fairer is one where the weightage on activities is higher and that of distance is lower. Moreover, foreign students come here to experience local culture in hall, not their own. We would not want foreign students to crowd out our halls.

There is a rising demand for campus accommodation, and coupled with the fact that freshmen are guaranteed a place in hall for their 1^st year, this rising demand justifies the seemingly impossible cut off point of 15 for the normal person. Moreover, there is a possibility that double sharing rooms may make way for triple sharing ones. Putting three students in one room may solve NTU’s problems of rising demands in campus accommodation, but it will only be short term as there is only this much we can expand with a limited amount of resources. In the long term, more halls could be built, be it inside or near campus to meet this rising demand. Furthermore, the school could build their own off-campus accommodation instead of relying on individual landlords to come forward to provide a more steady supply of off campus accommodation for students who desperately need to stay near the area at a cheaper rate but are unable to secure a place in hall.

Good systems must be in place to ensure that culture develops and flourish. However a system that has a tight control does not develop culture, in fact it will stifle and ruin the present culture. The spreading out of IVP players in hall might ruin sporting culture in a hall, by not giving the players a choice to go to a hall of their choice. As students of NTU, we want to graduate and remember the days of our hall lives, and remember that Hall X was a powerhouse in a certain sport; Hall Y had the best jam band amongst all the halls, and Hall Z……

I believe I echo the voices of many students, students who as you are reading this email, are spending their time making preparations for Freshman Orientation Camp, training for competitions, but at the same time worrying about whether they can get a hall through the recommendation list or the 2^nd round. As much as I think this email will go unnoticed, just like the many cries of the students who did not get hall, I would hope to believe that there can be some compassion in the system, a system that will not destroy hall culture, but one that hall culture can actually thrive and nourish in.

Yours Sincerely,
Hamon Shen

Memorial Weekend~

Because of the long weekend and being Singaporeans who always know how to maximize our resourses, we took the drive east towards the state of Montana, to Yellowstone National Park. It was another one of those super long drive. It took us about 12 hours odd in total to get to West Yellowstone, a small little town outside the National Park itself. We set off on Friday afternoon and reached at around noon today(Saturday). Went to explore some parts of the park in the afternoon till evening, and managed to catch some glimpse of the geysers and volcanic features in the park. Of course, we had to see Old faithful (some world renowned geyser) erupt spectacularly. More spectacular than that I would say, would be the Bison crossing on the road when we were driving out of the park. They weren't exactly crossing the road from one plain to the next, they were using the road to get from one place to another, just like how we use it, causing a massive traffic haul up in process. We were like THIS close to them, cos they were practically walking next to our car. 2 of them stopped and stared blankly into the brightness of the car's headlights before moving on. It was just an amazing moment..haha..Well tomorrow we'll be doing more of Yellowstone, before making use of the entire Monday to drive back to Seattle...so...I'll post pictures soon..

Singapore in Seattle~

Firstly the weather has taken a drastic turn for the weekend. We have been hit by 25 degree celsius temperatures which called for the drastic change in fashion sense, and conducting of class?!?! I had one class today out in the open, on the grass. It seems that Seattlites really enjoy the sun, although it gives u sunburn like the one I got from the overexposure of my skin to the sun. Nevertheless, the experience was a "hot" one, and most of the time I don't think the class was paying attention to what Prof Cao was saying, rather just basking in the sun and probably thinking of what to do over the fabulous Seattle Summer weekend.

I on the other hand, had the Washington State Open badminton tournament for the weekend to worry about. I would say that I've done reasonably well for making it into the quarters for mixed doubles and doubles, and semi's for singles. On the other hand, I think I would have achieved a better result if I was in better shape and more used to the high intensity of the 3 day tournament. Playing 7 matches in one day is certainly not my cup of tea. The tournament drew several big players from the region this year, including Piotr Mazur, an ex polish national player and currently the US number 4 ranked player (apparently), ex Taiwanese, Israeli, and Indonesian national players as well. Despite the fact that fatigue has reign in all parts of my body, it was a great experience to play with these people and a great way to make new friends.

Why?

Why do people always ride on good things when they come by even when you promise them goodness in time? Whatever happened to patience, whatever happened to good company? Whatever happened to "I give you my word?" Why are people so opportunistic? Why can't we have more spirit of togetherness? Why does it seem so hard to achieve? Why do people keep sayin hurtful things to each other? Why can't we take jokes as a pinch of salt? Why am I writing this?? haha..oops

Training~

And so, I almost died doing 3 mid term examinations in 1 day, in a span of 4 hours. I even had to run from one exam venue to the other once I'm done with the previous one. By the end of it all, 1 word. SHACK. Anyway its time for some training. As I've mentioned before, I'm playing in the Washington State badminton Open going to be held next weekend. And I happily signed up for 3 events: Men's Singles, Doubles and Mixed doubles. After talking to the organizer, I realized that we might play quite alot of games in 1 day, hence the requirement for some sort of training, if not later play already peng ah. So yesterday I went down to the IMA to do some footwork (make sure I don't get cramp). Wah kau..do abit only shack out already. At least I still got 1 more week to get into some shape. Well, regardless, I'm kinda happy how I still manage to play badminton pretty regularly here, and finding some kakis to play, although not many. So this week, I'll try to sleep more, eat more, and train more.

D-day H-hour minus 9.5

3 midterm exams, 4 hours. Wish me luck

I love Fridays~

Maybe not next Friday, but today was chillaxing. I went downtown with Juanita today, went to exchange my American Eagle T shirts while she went to do some assignment for her course at Seattle Art Museum. I realized that the American Eagle store in downtown has so much more stuff compared to the store at Northgate. After that, Dan came along and we went to try the Clam chowder at Pike's place clam chowder. On the menu, they boasted that they have the nation's best clam chowder, so I tried it despite the hefty price that came along with it. I got to say its the best I've ever eaten though. Rich, creamy and full of fresh clams. After that, we walked around aimlessly for a while before deciding to watch Iron man. The truth is....I AM IRONMAN!..haha..it was an enjoyable movie I would say. We Ta Pau Thai tom for dinner after the movie to Dan's place and just chillaxed there guitaring and chatting till late at night. Today would be the last day of chillaxing. I've got 3 midterm examinations on next Friday, and I dunno how I am going to survive. But I'm sure I will, as i have always done so....

Be Unto Your Name~

We are a moment, You are forever
Lord of the ages, God before time
We are a vapor, You are eternal
Love everlasting, Reigning on high

Holy holy, Lord God Almighty
Worthy is the Lamb who was slain
Highest praises, honor and glory
Be unto your name, be unto your name

We are the broken, you are the healer
Jesus Redeeemer, Mighty to save
You are the love song we'll sing forever
Bowing before you, blessing your name

Don't You Just feel proud to be Singaporean?

Retail and Sports Therapy~

I bought 3 American Eagle shirts which were on sale yesterday, a brand that I'm feeling connected to. A pair of berms from Ross for like 12 bucks, and a new pair of incanal earphones cos my trusty Koss Portapro is on the verge of dying. Spent most of the day out yesterday, taking the GIP video with Juanita then heading to Northgate to do all the shopping, before going to Cheesecake factory with the CH peeps for some atas dinner. Today, spent the late morning watching an exhibition husky volleyball match, and I must say I'm very impressed at the standard of volleyball I'm seeing. After which, headed down to the husky stadium to catch some Spring football action. The sun was shining, and i actually have a tan in 4 months. Not bad. Didn't stay for the entire football match though cos it got a little dreary towards the end, typical of start and stop sports such as american football and baseball. Spent the rest of the day at the IMA studying (or trying to), and played some badminton after that. Did abit of footwork too to try to shape up for the Washington State Open. I managed to find a partner for Men's doubles. He's a chemistry professor whom I've recently been aquainted with, and I must say he's a pretty gd player. Hope we would be able to enjoy some competitive badminton during the tourny!

Have You Found God?

Ooops~

Haven't wrote for quite a while. Haven't found the strength to. Haven't found the motivation to. Lethargy plus a series of emotional bombardments have kept me at bay. I can't really remember what happened in the past week. Everything is being overshadowed. The mind has to be kept clear. It always has to be. It cannot be clouded. It cannot be blinded. Work has started to pile up. Or at least I piled up my own work. I need to pick myself up. I need Kevlar. The bullets will never stop coming. The trial will never end. But life still has to go on. Life in the war zone of a war I'm close to giving up. Life in the shadows, that God will bring me out of.

It is not about the things we do, or the words we say. It is about the things we do to other people, and the words we say to them, that make the difference.

Pierced~

Make me Take me
Break me I am pierced
Make me Take me
Break me I am pierced

Though I am wounded
And unworthy
Though I am selfish and untrue
You are holy You're the healer
You forgave meAnd made me new
You made me new

Oh this love how can it be
That my God would die for me
For my sins His wounds did bleed
Jesus you were pierced for me

The Dalai Lama~

Is such an amusing fellow. He makes people break out into laughter with all his antics and his "cute", according to Juanita, facial expressions. The Dalai Lama came to UW as part of his 5 day Seeds of Compassion tour of Seattle, to receive an honorary degree and to address students of UW. I was fortunate enough to get a ticket to place myself in the Hec Edmunson Pavilion for this historic and once in a lifetime opportunity event. The Dalai Lama basically talked about compassion and peace in the world, with an ultimate vision of demilitarizing the entire world. He then answered questions pertaining to compassion in a controlled Q&A session, and no questions that are related to the situation in Tibet or the upcoming Beijing Olympics are allowed. While the Dalai Lama was speaking inside the pavilion, chinese demonstrators gathered outside in what seemed to be a protest?? They urged people to support the Beijing Olympics and tried to convince that historically, Tibet has always been part of China so cut the chit chat. And then there was this plane circling around the UW campus which had a flag saying "Dalai, Ur smile charms, ur actions harm."

There are many people who revere and respect the Dalai Lama, but there are many who are against him too. Nevertheless, his presence has brought some life and controversy to the people in Seattle, and it was an interesting but rather disappointing experience (cos i wanna hear him talk abt the happenings in China and Tibet).

Friday and Saturday~

Shit. Firstly I forgot to hand in my first HW for my Material Properties class. Dammit. But nvm about that. Joe Satriani came to Seattle to give a guitar workshop at Guitar Centre on Friday. For those who don't know who he is, he's probably one of the best in electric guitar playing in the world at the moment. Thanks to Dan, I managed to get to know about it. We went like 1 hour earlier at 5pm before it started, but there was already a queue that went for about a block when we were there. Thankfully, we managed to squeeze into the pathetically small room to hear him play and give some tips on electric guitar playing, which for about 80% of the time was too cheem, I had no idea what in the world he was talking about. Just practically amazed at the impossibilities one can even imagine.

Today, we woke up early to make our way to the Future of flight musuem and the Everett Boeing Plant for a Boeing tour. It was just simply amazing to see the assembly lines of the 747s, 777s, and 787s. We managed to see the 1st ever 787 being built right at the Everett Assembly plant, which also happens to be the biggest building on earth. When the tour guide mentioned that the building is so big that there are more than a million ceiling lights in it, I almost fainted. Haha...But from an aerospace engineering student point of view, the tour was definitely very educational and informative, showcasing the latest technology in commercial jets.

Despite the very interesting Friday and Saturday experience, I'm coming down with what I would call "first line of defence down". I'm down with a pretty bad sore throat, and hopefully it would not propogate to a fever. I'm doing all I can to prevent this from happening, and with friends like Michelle and Kiet offering herbal tea and medicine, I'm sure I would be able to regain my 1st defence line again. Now after all the fun, I need to get some rest.

Here's a song from Joe Satriani which I find beautiful. Sharing it with all of ya'll out there. Check out the uber nice riff somewhere at around the 2 min marker:)




2 months left to make things right.....

Spring Quarter~

I can safely say that despite taking 5 courses this quarter, I feel that this quarter is going to be more slack than Winter quarter, cos the homeworks for this quarter are much easier than last quarter, and they are shorter too! No more thermodynamics and structural vibrations to worry about. Well that's so far for now, I hope it stays that way. And its still FREAKING cold here lah....cannot take it lah...wah kau..dunno why the weather so freaky. Flowers are blooming already but still can't see the sun. Spring already but still wearing my Northface jacket and hoodie. My berms are growing mouldy and my slippers are protesting to see the streets. I just hope that Spring WEATHER will come round soon. I SOMPA when i get back to Singapore, I won't wear jeans for the rest of the year.

Today will mark the start of training for the upcoming Washington State Open Badminton Tournament. Had the best badminton session since I've been to Seattle, meeting 2 new guys who plays good badminton, one whois from China and the other from Korea. I realised that all the guys who play good badminton are all not locals, and they are mostly PHD students or outsiders. Anyway, played so hard that my shoulders, back and legs are aching like mad now. Maybe its due to the long lay off during spring break. But I will get back into shape or at least some shape before the tourny starts on May 16th. Now I just hope that after a damm shack badminton game, I don't have to put on my jeans and hoodie and shoes to walk back to the apartment...I wanna wear slippers and my sweaty shirt and shorts backk.....

Road Trip Song 2~




Just sublime...

The Colors of Spring~

Rediscovering the touch~

Spring quarter has started very much quicker than expected, and probably not well anticipated due to the chilly weather that we have faced in the past few days, with snow reported in Seattle over the weekend while we were on Spring break. It is still relatively cold with temperatures averaging slightly less than 10 degrees C. This quarter, I am taking 5 courses. They are Incompressible Aerodynamics, Propulsion, Functional Properties of materials 1, Introduction to modern materials, and Introduction to manufacturing processes. Today in my Intro to manu process class, my professor, reminded us why we are studying engineering.

"In the manufacturing processes, there are design engineers, manufacturing engineers, and the support and administration. Design engineers are where we want to be, but support and administration is where the money is. So why do u want to be here? Why not get an MBA?"

Everybody remained silent for a while before some answers popped out from corners of the classroom.

Finally he said "Engineering is a noble profession to exercise your creative mind to design and create things for the world, for the people. We are directly responsible for people's welfare. When we screw up, people die. It is therefore important to remember what you have learnt in class so that you will become good and responsible engineers when you graduate."

I make it a point to remember what I'm studying, and to be as serious as I can to what I'm studying. Studying here in the US has certainly broadened my perspective on learning, and why we should learn and continue to learn as an engineer, why we should pursue learning not just for the good grades, but for the ultimate responsibility for other people's lives. Sometimes when the going gets tough, all the toughness just clouds out these goals and mottos. But today, it has been made clear to me again through Prof Labossiere, one who has inspired me at the start of the dreary Spring quarter, one whom already earned my respect just at the 2nd lesson.